I am lucky
Being in a rather low point can help remind you of the good things. Like all the people who supported and helped me, went out of their way to send me instructing business, listened to ranting, were generous with their time, put things in proper perspective with kindness, and made me laugh. I like my task -- instruct to gain experiences, use whatever resources I have to help others further their own goals, try to contribute rather than detract, and maybe move on to a different flying job myself one day if I can. Because otherwise, it can be hard to cope with some of the other goings-on -- how people go around behind your back and tell others not to fly with you. The greedy desperation of people clawing for every flight hour. Illegal 135. I don't want to get caught up in any of that. It's only flying.

Here's a fun question -- What would you do if you knew you couldn’t fail?